I am tired of it all but that does not meant dying. I just want some peace of mind like I dont have to think about anything. Something like not having responsibility when at the first place, it isn't even my responsibility at all. I am the first daughter, has 4 siblings. I love my siblings, I'll give everything for them. But that doesn't mean I should be their acting parent. I don't want to be known by my family as the second parent, or someone who will take care of things that a parent should do. I just want to act my age. I just want to be myself. I don't want to be the responsible one. The mature one. I just want to be me.
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