I am 20 waiting for my junior year to start in college, but that's just to give you an idea of who I am. All my life I have struggled with my weight. Literally last semester i was around 280 or so, now I am 330lbs, heaviest I have ever been. The thing is, I have been trying to lose weight ever since I was little, but it truly, honestly, seems none of it will ever work. I have tried keto, carnivore, fasting, calorie counting, everything. When I did sports, I just ate more. I think I am addicted to eating, and its just ruining my life. I am watching myself become less mobile, and at this point i just don't think I have the willpower. I truly wish that I could just be one of those people that struggles to gain weight and sees eating as a chore. Sorry but I just feel so disgusting at this weight. I might give myself 10 more years