I feel unloveable. I don't know what is wrong with me; and I genuinely want to know what am I doing wrong. All the girls around me are getting boyfriends or have something going on in their life. I don't. And it's not like I'm mean or unapproachable, so I genuinely can't tell what is stopping people from liking me. I've never had a first kiss, never held hands with anyone, nothing. I know it's such a small problem; I'm about to enter college, and I'm still worrying about this. I feel like I'm falling behind, even when there is no timer in this kind of stuff. I've felt like this since I was a kid, it has gotten to a point where I am okay with the idea of never having a partner. Like my future is already written. It's too early to say that, but I still feel that way. Like I'm never going to get chosen by anyone, no matter how much I change.