i am very angry at myself i wish i had done things differently i made so many bad decisions i deeply regret it now its affecting my mood very badly i feel depressed and miserable because of it and i cant move on because it has significantly affected my life in a negative way now i am suffering mentally and emotionally i feel extremely distressed i rewrote this text again because i couldnt edit and i didnt really like how it sounded in the last one i had to rewrite it once more because i couldnt edit sorry about that if anyone is reading my text right now just ignore this its the same as what i wrote in the other one but just edited didn’t really like how it sounded in the last one