Rant #7960

i am very angry at myself i wish i had done things differently i made so many bad decisions i deeply regret it now its affecting my mood very badly i feel depressed and miserable because of it and i cant move on because it has significantly affected my life in a negative way now i am suffering mentally and emotionally i feel extremely distressed i rewrote this text because i couldnt edit and i didnt like how it sounded in the last one