It feels like my family dont like me at all and only keep me round cause im manpower. just sending me around, expecting me to do everything just because they can pay me back what i spent. what if i want me time? dosnt even occure to them i get annoyed. "Its that easy" so you do it. you're 18 years old. its getting to a point i cant even say i dont want to do anything cause then im suddenly selfish and dont care, like everything i did before is suddenly nothing. like i didnt bring you something to eat, i didnt do that job for you. i just came home from someone else just sending me to do something and you immediately want me to do more? you didnt even try in the first place. i wouldnt be half as mad if they just didnt treat me like i never do anything all the time. everything i did before suddenly dosnt matter cause i didnt do you this one time??