Well, I'm the same person who talked about having been a girlfriend when I wasn't even attracted to women back then. Okay, now, I think that situation left a mark on me, and lately I feel like I want to be with an older woman, which feels weird. I feel like this situation made me question my entire sexuality and that I lost control. Anyway, since then I don't even want to have friends for fear of this happening to me again, and now it turns out I have sexual experience with women, and even then it's because of something I was forced into. I feel like an idiot because this was when I was 17 and I could have said no.
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