I don’t know if I’m hypersexual or not and I don’t want to jump to conclusions or self diagnose because I see it as selfish but for the past year I’ve had problems, I’ve been adding random people on Snapchat because I was horny and it feels disgusting every time I do it, masturbation no longer feels pleasant it just feels like a need and I wake up everyday desperate to try and make it go away, I have a gf who I’ve been with during this whole time and it’s made this even worse, I love her to death and she’s perfect but I feel as if I cannot help what I’m doing, I’m planning on speaking to her about it because for a while I’ve been at the lowest point in my life where I’m starving myself and feeling sick constantly, I’m not here for sympathy either and I understand if you find me disgusting or a disappointment of a human being but I need to get if off my chest because I never wanted any of this to happen, I just want to see people as people and not hurt anyone else ever again.