I've been bulimic since I was 13, and thankfully I learned my lesson after almost needing to go to the hospital in secret so no one would find out. Since then, I've stopped vomiting frequently; I mean, sometimes I do it because I can't help it. My ex-girlfriend made me gain about 10 kilos last year, and I lost them this year, and now I weigh 44 kg (I don't know how they measure weight there), but I still feel fat and should be thinner. I'm so desperate, and I don't like advice like, "Oh, you should eat better, three meals a day." No, I need someone to have a bad influence on me to force me not to eat so intensely.
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