This will be long so I apologise in advance, 1 year and 2 months ago I met my gf who is still with me today, the first 5 months we were very sexually active together and happy but overtime it slowed down which is fine because I want the best for her, at around month 3 out of nowhere I started to lust and masturbate to different women even people I didn’t know or just met on the phone, and it got worse to a point where I would do it multiple times a day, and I’m not here for sympathy or anything like that I just want to know what’s wrong with me or if there’s a medical reason as to why I’m doing this, for me masturbating doesn’t feel like a pleasure or a want it feels more like a need that I cannot control, I don’t know why I kept going back to it because I know that I would never cheat on my gf irl, I then discovered the term CSBD and started looking at symptoms and experiences from other people desperately trying to relate to it, I feel like I’m going to throw up all the time about it