I feel so ill. I know i'm getting worse, but none of my family notices. Or maybe they just don't give two fucks. I don't know. I'm so tired, I can't sleep well, eat well, or even DO anything atp. It's so exhausting to know that time is passing by and i'm constantly feeling as if i'm wasting it by doing nothing but rotting in bed, scrolling on my phone. I feel so dirty. Last time they saw the true, mentally unstable me, they lashed out and permanently scarred my trust in any of them. I want a therapist, or just someone who'll listen to me and comfort me, but I know if I ask for one they'll tell me that i'm just crazy and i'm completely fine. I am NOT completely fine! i've been this way for FOUR years!! i'm barely 13!!! I FEEL LIKE SHIT!!! I can't trust anyone anymore, I can't even function properly, and i'm constantly switching moods... personalities, at this point. I swear, I'm not okay, but no one will ever help me. I am a puppy being neglected, looked down upon, by it's very parents.