I don't know what's wrong with me. I've become obsessed with cutting myself. I relapsed after a couple years of being clean and now I cut everyday. I like how scars look on me. I know its wrong, but when I see people with self harm scars, I look at them with jealousy because my scars don't look like theirs. I also just like the pain cutting myself gives me. I hate it when I don't bleed though. I sometimes cut myself when I'm bored, but most times I do it because I'm a worthless piece of shit.