i want to live and experience every moment with my partner but my SA in 2021 is still haunting me. I feel like Im going to die. Im going to die alone, I really will. my partner wont be intimate with me after it. he did once, but it shocked me so much and reminded me too much and i just froze up so he stopped. i wasnt raped. he didn't make me give him a blowjob or make me touch him,, but i was finally recovering from being groomed and he ruined it. i fell back into alcoholism because of it. I haven't had a drink in 8 months and I miss it. Weed and pills are not enough.
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