I feel like a loser. I'm not getting anywhere in life. I have no friends, I barely talk to family, I just feel so alone. I relapsed a month before graduating highschool after being 2 years clean and now I feel like I can't go a day without cutting myself, but honestly, it isn't doing anything for me anymore. I feel like nobody likes me, like they wouldn't notice if I vanished. I really don't want to die, but sometimes I think its the best thing to do.