Well, First off. Work is frustrating. If you ever work for a company that has blind spots in its policies. Question the hell out of them. I just don't get it. My Job is built on Economics to the extreme, where it is blind. No one is going to know its blind spots. Very Smart though because it makes you use your brain, but... WTF..... It is kind of scary. This company is a huge company, and they have guidelines where they are not responsible or held accountable for anything that is pretty scary. If you know, then you know what business I am talking about. I am sorry. This could possibly be a couple of big corporations that are made like this. It's crazy out there. Business owners are getting smarter. Do we want this for our future? Where corruption and manipulation can easily be done!!!

my parents have said so many times on how I dissappoint them but they have never said that they were proud of me.

I want to cry so badly and feel but it just won't happen. I just feel sadness inside me everyday and just finally want to show my true feelings but I can't, I just feel so numb