I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF. WHY AM I BEING BULLIED AGAIN I MADE A PROMISE TO MY YOUNGEr SELF THAT I'D CHANGE THAT ID BE A BETTER PERSON, A QUIETER PERSON, I PROMISED THAT EVERYONE WOULD LOVE ME. NOW IM STUCK HERE AGAIN. WHY AM I EVEN HERE?! I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF I HATE MYSELF, WHY CAN'T I JUST BEHAVE?! WHY CANT I BE NORMAL?! ILL BE GOOD, I'LL BE NORMAL TMR EVERYONE AT SCHOOL WILL LOVE ME AND SEE THAT I'VE CHANGED AND BE HAPPY WITH ME. I'LL LOVE MYSELF THEN AND I'LL BE HAPPY THEN, ILL CHANGE I PROMISE I'LL LOVE MYSELF I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I PROMISE, I'M SORRY IM LIKE THIS IM SORRY FOR INCONVIENIENCING ALL MY FRIENDS, IM SORRY FOR FAILING MATHS, IM SORRY THAT YOU'RE DISAPOINTED WITH ME, IM SORRY FOR EVERYTHING.