I feel like I will cry. Just to think of what value I have to bring on the table. People must trade something beneficial for them. It's a gesture. Feel teary a little bit, I feel tired. People often want fast results. Compliment when they want and harsh when they don't want. Allah is the most merciful, the creator. My only God for me to keep going. My eyes is teary right now. God always have enough and doesn't not only seeing my results but also my efforts. It's tiring day, but I keep smiling. And Allah seeing it. God doesn't have any weakness so why care about my weaknesses. It's piling up my heart ache when it's come to human expectations. I can't run in hamster reel, in my pace. I still keep going, even when people think I'm going nowhere. When people get angry. It's a heart that have soul. We will success