My boss keeps saying to me one hour one result. It's ridiculous to work on for pc that always buffering after clicking. I'm not always patient, I start to think my time is worthless. And they actually hating on me and put me in this line for a reason. Can you imagine, after clicking you have to wait 5-30 minutes. Suddenly work pile up up sometime, and there is none. But the pressure always there. Then, I start to work outside my job scope. Cleaning, helping other departments. But, that boss keep repeating that word and that pc problem. My wage is so low, but it's not a obstacle that I want to make. I believe experience is what builds a person I want to be. Then suddenly, I feel like I want to cry. I don't want to think what value I have to bring everyday. Then, I get call from number that I already blocked repeatedly. I believe it's someone from my previous job. I feel afraid and tired. It's not easy to cry when you sit among the crowd.