sso letss call this dude blue ok ive liked blue for 4 yearss now aand this year he leaves schoola nd i dont know how to feel becauses ive always likedh im nobody else and i found out he acually hates me and i was so sad after he left school i started liking another person and i feel horrible because its jsut gonna be. the same cycle again because even this dude dosent like me back and i haate the fact that i keep dong this to myself liking people who never even liked me not even as a friend aand i accidently keep making eye contact with him and he looks and i fee like this sensse of weirdness because i know its not because he likes but hess prolly thinking why is this rando/weirdo staring at m e aand the worst part is him and oneof my frinends dated 1 year ago and thye ended pretty bad but the thhing is he was like m adly in llove with her and i know that like he sstill likes her and sshe still likes him and i know i have no chance god i. am so so saad i dont know waht to do