I got bullied lately by my classmates. I'm actually a good person, if I'm ngl. I know that may sound rlly narcissistic, but I swear, I am. I'm also having a hard time rn sa family ko. I'm tired, I'm exhausted. maybe if my parents did me right, I'll prolly be living life. I mean, not those typical desirable life, but a life where it's your parents you're with in your house. yeah, I feel "loved" here, but the thing is, it's like I feel like I'm a burden and they're raising me off utang ng loob. ykwim, filipino culture. I'm trying my best to be with high honors rn but no one's helping me to do so. my environment is so loud, I feel exhausted just by even sitting here. I'm rlly exhausted from today and I really need a family to lean on.. oh how lucky some kids are to be even be so loved by their parents that they have their own room, own privacy, own everything.. I don't even have my own table and space. I feel sad. super sad. and i feel like breaking down. I'm so unloved.