I think ive spent the majority of my life being schrodinger's friend. I have "friends" i can hang out with and talk to in the moment but as soon as im not in the same room as them i become this far-off person that nobody actually wants to reach out to. Why is that? I want so badly to be the best friend of MY best friend but we barely even talk anymore. I don't know how to maintain friendships without being an annoying little shit that nobody likes.
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