So basically im in love with my family friend but she views us as just friends and the other night i got high and messaged her saying how I don’t want us to just be friends and that we must get married and that it’s gonna happen so she mustn’t fight it and just let it happen already. She then went on to say that she doesn’t want to have this conversation again about us just being friends, and when I messaged her the next day asking if we can call and talk about what happened she left me on read. What do I do know?