Gosh this holiday is going to fuck me up. Every time the school holidays start I gain weight, I gain so much damn weight. It's not even because I eat a lot, it's because I sit around doing nothing all day every day. Then when the end of the holiday comes closer I realize that I got chubbier and uglier (as always.) I hate it. I hate it so much. I've got a double chin, I can't slouch because my stomach shows through my clothes and it just sucks. I feel like people only like me because I can do things for them, not because I'm handsome ore pretty or anything it fucking sucks man