I have no friends I trust or family I trust I just want someone to talk to or give a hug to that actually knows what I'm going through, and people who go through what I did don't like hugs because trauma and that's COMPLETELY fair but I just want to find someone I can just exist with who has gone through the same stuff as me and we can just hug it out? Thats probably weird asf now I actually say it but I dont know if thats too much to ask... Just wanna be near someone who gets it, like idk how else to say it, I'm just a teenager with bad grades (best I got was an A* and the worst was a C+ like WTF am I doing??) Who has been through bullying and those bullies did things to me I hate talking about but it leaves me untrusting but I need someone to trust at the same time and Im just left with umbrage yk? I dream of a day where I can settle with someone, and just cuddle them. Knowing they too have had similar trauma, hard to find someone to do that when youre a teen haha Have a good one