i dont feel very happy in life and i cant put it down to one specific thing, i feel as if im in limbo mode, deciding between two different paths and not knowing exactly what direction to pick, its easy just coasting through life not having a destination but i think it is very important to also maintain a good and healthy mindset, i think about the past alot, all of the good and all of the bad bits, but i remeber that ive learned alot from the past few months, to not always take everything at face value but to not develop the thoughts in my head, i can make up a scenario that isnt true but becuase i can visualise something in my head it makes me belive that it is infact real, although it is not my reality, i used to write alot of my thoughts down on my phones notes page just to express myself but found myself almost needing more acceptance and gratification that i initially intended, i think life was designed not to be easy but to teach youy adn develpo you throughtout certain situation