my bf was just over, today is our 1 month anniversary and he’s genuinely the best person ever. we were getting freaky, but in the context of both of us being shirtless and me in my underwear (im female). for the first time he ate me out and i recorded it and sent it to him when he got home. a few mins after I sent it, he told me his mom is taking his phone and is yelling at him. it’s been 50 minutes since he last said anything. you see, i’m white and he’s indian, so our families are very different. i’m so damn scared that his mom sees the video. what if we need to break up now? what if she takes his phone for a while and we can’t hangout? what if my parents get involved? i’m so fucking scared, i can’t make this shit up. all of my friends except for 1 is asleep and he’s not good at consoling. today was so damn good, i don’t want to go to sleep crying when i already have twice now. i love him so much and i don’t want to lose him ever.