i’m so tired of constantly waiting for the ‘right one’ to show up. everybody is in love while i’m stuck stranded in the middle. i feel like im the ugliest out of my entire friend group—like as if im the odd one out. guys always float towards them before even glancing at me and it just feels so shitty. in another lifetime i just want to be absolutely gorgeous. i feel though as if everything is wrong with me no matter how hard i try to “fake ‘til you make it”. i want to be the type of pretty where i get approached instead of being a second option when the first one backfires for a guy. i see the beauty in everybody besides myself.
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