I never have anywhere to truly rest. My house is noise upon noise, and I don’t even have a bedroom to lock it all off. I so badly want a space to just lay down, plant my phone face down, and rest for as long as possible. It’s not when there’s always a vacuum around, a noisy sibling, parents with no sense of privacy or social queue, and I’m so so frustrated. I wouldn’t be mad if the sun never rose, and honestly, sleep is the only thing that keeps me here. It’s all shit as it is.