I'm a total fool to this world already for even trying. I tried getting my grades up for my mom to be satisfied? Complete fail. Tried dating? Got cheated on and I still yearn for them like a motherfucking fool. Tried treating myself good for once? I don't even know myself for gods sake. If you were to ask me what animal represents me, I'd say sunfish because I'd let anyone bite me without fighting back because I know they don't like how I taste, I'd float on the surface just for the sun to burn me while I stay there like a fool that thinks they have a chance, and I'd swim around by myself because the world keeps on playing with my life for fun. I bet a sunfish feels more freedom than what I am feeling right now. It's pathetic, really.
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