I just feel so confused, different things happening from different paths, frustration, Christianity, and family, I feel so confused Everytime I focus on one it feels wrong, or maybe overwhelming, I constantly lash out and yell at people, I can't even talk to Jesus without my head hurting and then somehow I end up talking to myself, I can focus on anything but him, I'm so dang confused I'm hurting so much people and I don't know, I feel like a tool made to be something everyone wants, I'm so dang confused everything's happening at once why is this happening, I cant think my head hurts, even going outside in nature by myself ends up with my head hurting, why is this happening, my memory feels blocked but i can remember most stuff, why, do I need help or sm? Why is this happening so confused I feel like I'm spinning in circles, I can't even rest at the end of the day I can hear everything around me, even think in my sleep, can I please get a break, I'm just so tired.