I hate human connections so much. I wanna isolate myself forever. Why can't I be like them. Why does everyone always treat me the same. Why do you all hate me so much. I don't blame them. I am dislikeable. People don't know what to do with me, I don't know what to do with myself either. But at the same time, I just wish someone knew. I always get this high expectation of expecting people to love me, but they never love me like I expected them to. They always just end up doing the same thing.