Why must our world be so confusing, i am using a computer to speak to anonomous people on the internet. I am lost and alone and would rather vent to this online world than real people. Why do I have no REAL friends anymore. Why do they all put on fake personas and talk behind my back. Why do I get dragged into conflicts i didnt ask to be in? why is it that in our world we are forced into a life of these fake people and their stupid fake pity for you, and youre expected to accept it? I wish I could slap some people right acros their face and 'thank' them for all they have done for me. thank you to the people giving me social and academic anxiety, thank you to my parents for not believing in my mental illness but spending thousands on my sister, because she is their favourite, thank you to the old people who judge my choices, thank you to the young people who wont accept me, thank you tll poppy sydrome for cutting my down. Thank you everyone for making my life worht living