I hate myself, I hate everything about me, my body, personality, and past. I've been sexually assaulted multiple times, my dad left me when I was young, my best friend left me, my boyfriend left me and my father figure left me, I've been suffering from a fear of seperation and sharing because I'm afraid they'll use it against me and everyone will leave and hate me. My mom won't get me help and my friends are ignoring me, I'm home schooled and at this point I see no point of living. I'm so tired of begging for help only to be told it's my phone when it's my moms bad parenting, I'm bisexual and my mom is so annoying about it. She's always working and I'm left to parent my brothers. I think I might be Aroace though. I don't see no point in living anymore.