I have a husband who doesn’t love me. He only wants sex. He doesn’t listen to me, he doesn’t see me. I can’t tell anyone because I don’t want them to know how unhappy I am. I do everything and it goes unseen. I never know which husband I’m going to get: the frustrated/angry man who takes his anger out on stuff and yells or the calm man who still doesn’t do anything around the house. I’m constantly judged for not doing more. I have been running the house alone my entire marriage. I thought I had a partner. I don’t. I have a third child. But this one can’t even show me love. He can’t say kind words or hug without wanting sex. I am a whore in his eyes, but who literally hates sex now. I have nothing except for my two kids. There is no more me. I am just “mom”. I used to smile. I used to laugh. I used to feel like I’m seen. I don’t even want to talk now. Who listens? No one. If we didn’t have children, I would divorce him.