i love my girl, ive been with her for two and a half goddamn years and all she does is be disloyal nowadays and i cant do this shit anymore. she manipulates me to stay then goes and fucks whoever she wants. maybe im just a stupid idiot for ever getting with her but im still so in love with her, despite the shit that shes doing. maybe i should truly just blow my smoove off or something, but idk anymore. everything fucking sucks. im trying to get my liscence and working almost every fucking day for 8 fucking hours and come home to no parents but two racist, homophobic, and dying grandparents. i truly cannot do this bullshit anymore.