Rather than being specific Ill leave out details. But things I've been through I try to talk about to family. They change the subject. Maybe I could use therapy (IF IT DIDN'T COST AN ARM AND A LEG) . Ok I mean it happened there's no changing it. So. I mean I'm practically my dad's free therapist as it is he'll blurt out everything that comes to mind near an hour at a time sometimes. Ok. But if I do to him I get told "I can't help it". WELL I NEVER SAY THAT TO YOU. Yeah well I can't help your x years old resentments and happenings either. So. Why be so one sided? It's not right. Tbh I probably could've been a therapist myself I just didn't know it takes a bazillion years of schooling (not counting money and tuition). Tbh I could probably be a better therapist than half the licensed ones out there my opinion. Maybe maybe not but I've been alot of peoples free therapists anyway and trauma dumps listenings. Idk whatever. I'm just trying to live day to day.