For a couple months now, its started to feel like somethings gonna go wrong and as you know with those feelings, they become an obsessive thought that clings to your mind School just ended for tjr term but it felt like everytime id arrive at school, tje life issucked outta me like a painful vacuum I just cant seem to snap outta this phase I want to isolate myself from everyone, starve myself, hurt myself amd sleep forever I hate my body, jt isn't mine, mg name isn't mine amd hearing it makes me sick to my stomach. thinking about the fact im trapped as a girl and am ginna die one makes me feel sick I have the opportunity for a future and yet, wuth my dreams and aspirations,I cant seem to imagine a future for myself at all I want someone to kill me