I think I'm electro-aroace / cupio-aroace, which, is completely fine... except I have a loving boyfriend... it might just be the summer depression, the fact that I haven't seen him, but I'm not sure. Im with family this summer, and we were driving while I had my head in the window and I just thought "this is really nice," which made me really, really think about my relationship. Im platoniromantic, which means I rarely/cannot differentiate platonic or romantic attraction. Recently, I've been getting more irritable when my bf texts me while im doing my activities, and I've been scared that I may be just waiting to fall in love with him over again. It might just be the distance. Im demisexual and greysexual, and want a romantic relationship, but I cant help but feel as it is only going to fail. Ever since ive gotten with this lovely male; I've known it most likely be permanent. I just hope I can figure my shit out. Also, I only feel LITTLE sexual attraction to FICTIONAL MEN. Im frying ××