i hate how i hard it is to make cool friends. like all the people i want to be friends with vape and smoke and drink and do drugs so i took my brothers cigarettes, tried it and hated it, took a strawberry kiwi ice geekbar off the floor and i'm too scared to try it, i stole beer and i don't even like the taste of beer. so now i get invited to this party with all those people and they're going to think i smoke and stuff and they're gonna offer me stuff and im going to pass on it and they're going to think im a loser and they're going to never talk to me again and im going to be stuck with my crazy out of touch religious fake friends uughhhhhhh