i don't know what's happening but i just feel so freaking numb . and it's like yea i have a good family and privileges but i just cannot make friends. my closest friends moved away and im going into a new highschool next year and im so fucking scared because i have no friends. like all summer iv gotten absolutely no "let's hangout text" i just feel like such a loser and a bad person. i don't want to attempt but this is getting to that point where everything im doing is wrong.