I dunno I think I'm inlove To tell you I don't date people because of past relationships that ended badly and overall I don't understand the hype of dating or giving in the effort for a relationship. Two weeks ago I saw a guy that used to go to the same highschool as me, I know him for most of my life but I didn't care for him tbh. So anyway I saw him and he recognized me, something stupid happened to my heart when it did a small flip and now I can't stop thinking about him. I have no idea why or how because he's not that attractive. He is tall but nothing else much But I saw him and just I can't stop looking at him the same he recognized me and I felt so so happy that he knew who I am And he knew that I had a friend working there and when I asked how did he know he just smiled at me and it made me feel so so wrong for liking it because I've never felt it about anyone I'm a very emotionally closed and unavailable person so that's why I think I'd be a bad partner