I don't see anything appealing in life. I'm alone and I don't have anyone to vent to that's why I'm here, I've wasted all my energy helping others with their needs forgetting that I also have my own problems and that I'm also in need of help too (I don't say this to sound selfish or anything). I'm upset that all of my friends (and I mean ALL of my friends) have made my problems about them instead of simply trying to understand me. I just wanted to be understood, but not even my parents gave a damn about me when I told them how I felt. I've sent letters to my friends because I don't know where I'm going to be in a couple days.