It all feels so pointless. I can't do anything in life being here is a waste of air. I contribute nothing valuable to myself, the people around me, nothing to society or nature. I have nothing to show for myself. No friends, no talents, no hobbies, no goals, no career. I hate everything about myself and my life. It's like my health caused me to be stunted and now I'm 4 years behind my peers and I'm ready to give up on catching up to where I should be. I keep telling myself it'll get better. I'm only in my early 20s I have plenty of time to find happiness and stability but I have doubts that it's actually possible.