I’ve been thinking a lot about death and purpose of living and it makes me super uncomfortable. Suddenly everything doesn’t have a meaning, cause we die anyway so what difference does it make if i’ll or wont do something? It bothers me much, cause I’m scared it will affect my studies and just everything in my life since im already struggling with motivation and emotions for anything. First it all started like “eeh, school gonna end soon so it doesn’t matter if i’ll or wont do anything,” and one time i stayed up ‘till 6am and got lost in thoughts and it led to me thinking about life’s purpose. I think it’s kinda ok and might go away with time, but how exactly long will it take? And i cant even talk with my friends about it since it makes them anxious and uncomf so im kinda stuck alone in this lol