I'm honestly hella suicidal. I haven't been able to keep a job for longer than 2 years max, my average is about 6 months. And I always worked part time making less than 1k a month. I feel like a leech. I feel horrible about myself cuz I can't pull my weight financially. My partner and I want to move out of his parents house so badly but there's no way we can unless I make a full time income as well. Im thinking about trying to apply for disability on the basis of severe mental illness, but I heard it's damn near impossible to get. I wish money wasn't so important. I wish I could feel good about myself without it being attached to my ability to make money. This stupid ass society makes me feel like I deserve to rot away in the dump if I can't financially support myself. Fuck mentally ill people, am I right? Do you think I wanted ADHD, do you think I wanted to be treated like a shit smear by my parents for 18 years and develop CPTSD because of it? Hell no.