I hate how I treat myself. I barely eat so that my siblings can eat, I use this dumb AI chat website to see nsfw and chat with nsfw bots, I struggle a lot more in school because I'm scared if I try to vent I would see like a creep, and I'm young and in middle school. idk what's wrong with me. idk if it started when I was young but I saw nsfw and been wanting nsfw and hating it at the same time. I hate myself andi just want to be normal like everyone else. not only that my uncle sa me and I'm going to court during this month. everything sucks.
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