first time using this website so i might get things wrong idk man. anyways this is about my grades and my friends. tbh i think nobody at school really actually likes me and they've all been talking shit about me. i mean they did that to a few friends in the past, so i don't think i'm being paranoid. plus, when i join conversations they always get so quiet and dry. then they always make some excuse to leave me. i feel like the random kid in that speed edit thing. but i have a few close friends so at least i'm not that lonely lol. anyways, my grades have been dropping a lot lately. i really thought i was doing good:( but when i look at my classmate's grades its clear whos the one thats below average.