What am I gonna do. I'm not good enough for my boyfriend, I'm almost 18 I need to get my life together. I need a good job, I need to take care of my family. My family is dying, papa has such bad heart issues and grandma is working herself to death trying to take care of papa. I need to get my car in my name. My mom has to have surgery, my mimi is trying her best to take care of papa. Papa is getting older and more unhealthy and I don't know how to help. My brother is moving away. My boyfriend is constantly in pain and I'm not helping him enough! My best friend is being used like a maid and she won't do anything about it, and all I can do is tell her what she should do. I'm running out of motivation. I can't actually help anyone around me I can just sit around and watch. I'm out of ideas. I really am. I need to do more for my boyfriend. I love him even if I'm not the best at showing it. I feel bad if I have to tell him these things because he's always tired or sick.. What do I do...