So my mom find out about my depression a few months ago. and now she doesn't trust me with anything at all. I want to go to a gender party next weekend but can't bc it's an overnight trip she has met him and his mom so I don't know why I can't go. I sh by c**ing and it how I deal with everything I deal with. I wish I could get better but I'm just getting worse. Now I'm going to therapy and I don't know how I feel about talking to someone about it other than my bf. I just wish I had someone who can reality to me in what I'm going through bc none of my family can and I lost almost all of my friends.