i'm 22 and have a medical condition with a horrible prognosis. i am not terminally ill and ineligible for maid. i'm going to do vsed eventually once i tie up loose ends. it's hard to process that. i'll probably tie up the loose ends first before processing the idea of dying i guess. i'll also get involuntarily hospitalized if i say anything about vsed, and i would like to tell my loved ones, but i can't right now at least. maybe if i deteriorate enough they will understand. i don't want to die along but i'm worried i might have to. i don't want medical treatment forced on me, i don't want to get to a point where i cannot do ADLs